Just as I am: Content, yet Hopeful...
As my friends and I are getting older, talks of crushes or "boys" have progressed to serious discussions about what we look for {and what we don't want} in future husbands...while still other friends are hopeful about future relationships, or *in* serious relationships! One of my friends is expecting her third child--her love story is a *very* special and unique one I am privileged to have witnessed. As much as my deepest heart's desire is to get married and have as many children as God's will's...I am, frankly, blown away by the fact that I don't "feel" like me & my friends are "old enough" to be actually going through or developing serious relationships that may just turn into marriage!
Time has flown by at an alarming rate...it feels like only yesterday a friend and I were perusing Before You Meet Prince Charming, denouncing "crushes" and romance novels...and nobly making "lists" of the "musts" for our future spouses. *Disclaimer: the book referenced is a great book, helpful, to a point. Just slightly went to the extreme...crushes, I have NO room to talk, only had one till I was 12...and I love a good cheesy historical book!* At that time, I was *so* swept up in all of that, it proved to be a slight stumbling block...in other reminisces, I remember vividly how I *SO* wanted to be married at eighteen and having a passel of children by my mid-twenties. Oh the daydreams of an overly romantic old fashioned little girl...
I rejoice with those who rejoice in new found, or progressing, relationships...yet it is ALL still so foreign to me half the time I don't know what to think exactly. But I do know this--I can listen, rejoice with them, and pray for them in the new season. It's a privilege at every step of the way...while it is *also* a privilege to pray for my utterly single friends' future husbands, and pray with them in this season where God is preparing us, and "our guys" for our lives together.?
I have a journal under a light layer of dust that has a few "letters" to my future husband recorded...I think about him, and where he is, what he's doing, quite often. And on occasion I do ponder who he could be. I do have a "list" of qualities I hope my husband to?possess, but it is *not* extensive--compared to certain "lists" two of my friends and I compiled at a young age that boasted forty or more "requirements" for our guys. Don't judge.?Those days of day-dreaming childhood are gone, while the more serious business of asking the Lord to prepare and shape *me* are uppermost in my mind...but I do "dabble" on Pinterest with my dream wedding.?smile Regardless of when, where or how gorgeous the wedding is...no matter how many times I may be a bridesmaid before a bride, I am thankful and content where I am now. Yet I am so hopeful for someday... beginning a new life with a beautiful wedding day, & carving out that new life with God at the center.
Source: http://justasiam-meghan.blogspot.com/2012/08/content-yet-hopeful.html
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